This maybe long and I hope it makes sense. Lately I have been thinking about a lot of things. If you are reading this, it means you are probably my friend on facebook. There are some days when I just feel like getting rid of it. Have I reached a dead end? Are people just tired of me? Are people just tired of the bible verses? Are people tired of the videos, like Jeremy Camp, Casting Crowns, Third Day, Toby Mac, MercyMe, Lecrae, etc? Are people just tired of me and wished I would disappear? Does this world just not care about God or there just comes to a point where you dont want to hear about God? As I have said before, sometimes no matter how much I try or wanting to help, all I end up is pushing people away. I do get tired of the drama, the backstabbing, and just everything of this world. It just seems like no matter how much praying I do, it just doesn't help or just goes on deaf ears. Am I just too much of a "Jesus Freak" for people and just the world in general????? Just so many things I think about or come to my mind that I really cant begin to talk about it. There are just so many things I keep myself that it does get to me and bring me down and I get sad maybe borderline depression. I just generally keep to myself. Only I really know how I feel and if I do talk about it, will anyone even care????? I just dont know. Sometimes I just feel like I am on an island all by myself and even if I screamed noone would here me.