As I've mentioned before, I'll try to update my blog once a week, sometimes more, just whatever comes to mind. The reason I created this blog is because I tend to keep or have kept a lot to myself and it was bringing me down, like I was depressed and didn't want to talk to anybody. That's just me, no one ever really knows how I'm feeling just because I do tend to keep a lot to myself. If you don't know, I was born an only child, so I have been and am used to doing things by myself or on my own. So the intent of this blog and it get out how I'm feeling out and not keeping it inside. I've noticed by me keeping it inside of me, it eats me and brings my down and I need to talk about it. If you are reading this, it probably means we are friends on facebook. I'm probably on it more than anyone you know, sometimes I just leave it on and if someone wants to talk, I'm more than happy to. What I have discovered about this world and kinda through facebook is that there are just some shallow people. I'm not going to say names, I know who they are. What I have discovered is that at times I have a lot to say and not a lot of people or some people appreciate it too much. I tend to or at times put bible verses, religious videos/worship songs. What saddens me at times is there are people who think "Oh here's Erik again putting another bible verse or putting another Casting Crowns, Lecrae, MercyMe, Skillet, Third Day, Tobymac song, I wish he would just water it down." I've discovered that talking about religion is not a popular thing to do in this world. Like why not just go with the flow and not rock the boat so to speak. There are people out there who if they join some kind of a religious organization/group the first thing that might come to their mind is what will my friends thing of me? Will they still love me, care for me, and just be there for me? Everyone is trying to make a name for themselves or leave a mark in this world. Everyone wants to be remembered. As I mentioned before I sometimes have a lot to say, sometimes and some people, take it the wrong way. I have always meant to and mean to come in peace in all I say and do, but it is getting harder when there are backstabbers and people who wait until the right time to kick you to the curb, like you are nothing and you no longer exist. I try to have and make as few enemies as possible.